SabrinaTheSS

My heart is bound in chains from you I’m a prisoner in my own soul My emotions no longer belong to me I’ve always been yours to have and to hold Every day I realize how I was made for you And you were made for me We were perfect together What didn’t you see? You promised me you’d never leave me I promised you the same I’m still here, But who is to blame? You always gave me whatever my wish was I wish you didn’t do that But can you come back? No. These red lines on my skin, These tattered pieces of my soul, These words formed from pen, These feelings, now cold I loved you You left me I love you You lied

It's a beautiful day today The sun warms my cold body, Light gently lapping at my cold limbs Warm, smiling, green grass danced in the wind. It reminds me of your eyes, my love. It reminds me of your warmth, my heart. It reminds me of your embrace, my soul. It reminds me of you, my reason. Days like these make me remember how I felt just last year I smiled and blushed at the thought of you The grass, vibrant and green, Just like your eyes. It tricks me into thinking you're still here Just a drive away Just a kiss away Just a smile away But you're not. You were taken away from me. The dead spots in the grass remind me of that.

Music falls on deaf ears Thoughts fill a blank mind Smoke fills my being I thought you were mine. My body shakes My mind blanks I can’t remember who I am Or what I was A single spark is all it takes It can give me life Or steal yours away Cold metal fills your hand Cold thoughts intrude my mind We were once so warm I thought you were mine. The trigger pulled Depression deepens Blood stains the wall “Look at my masterpiece, I made it for you.”

I want my tiger, I want my love, I want my heart, I want my soul back! It was stolen from me with a blast of guilt, Smoke covered his thoughts Fire erased his memory He was ripped away from me when I needed him most I want him I need him I have to breathe again I want my life back! It was torn from my fingers when Death came to my doorstep His scythe was unkind when it cut out my  tear-stained heart I'm left a broken bloody mess fix me, I'm begging you.